i think i had my first real blackout today. mom said she woke me up to give me my medicine this morning but i don't remember that at all. i ALWAYS remember waking up for something like that, even if i just remember it a little bit but i don't have any memory of that at all. i wouldn't even know it happened if i hadn't told my mom i didn't take my pill this morning, and she said she woke me up to. EDIT:i have more proof it was a blackout..my mom said it took me a few times/minutes to actually sit up and take the pill once i was awake. in other words it took me a few times to respond to my own name(that's how she wakes me up/gets me to do things -- calls my name)

there's been a change in plans -- i'm flying to new mexico w/ my mom tomorrow morning and won't be back till mon. my dad has his laptop but it's a company one and i don't want other ppl reading this...